when i was in grade school i had a friend (like literally one friend)  anyway she had some issues with loyalty. one year for my birthday the gift she gave me was in this box that she drew on. to this day if this box gets thrown out.. there will be a lot of hardships in my emotional ways. I'm still connected to her and want to save whats left of a friendship that died long before I knew. to be honest i was obsessed and it still hurts when i see her at school. (or any where else) this is a delicate subject and I get very upset when someone says that she wasn't a good friend. today she is still my BFF out of color.