Go with the flow

authors note:
this is the combined story of my double life. this is my true biography from my point of view. the life as Super Girl Queen in a human life. and the struggles of bipolar.  i have been dreading writing this for a long time. this is because my life is full of secrets. secrets of friends, family, and my own. now i finally feel that i can put my life on paper... so here it is.


note- my life has had hardships, challenges, dreams, friends, family, and love. some of the details may be altered.. such as names and Secrets that are not mine to tell. names may also be spelled in ways that they sound because many letters don’t exist in english.


chapter 1.

I was born in my moms bedroom on september 2 1996. around noon. years later my mom explained to me her dream of becoming the mother of a queen. she made a deal with her girl friend that the first single she had would be a candidate in the election. i was born barely in time. in order to be elected you need to be 2 by september 3 1998. days later i began taking medication to alter my development rate. i not only had to learn basic magic but battle train at the same time. picture being in an accident and having to relearn to walk and talk. but in just a few weeks your expected not only to run a marathon but finish in the top 10. (of all the runners.) As well as be learning hundreds of languages and giving speeches in all of them on live tv. mom pushed me hard. then to throw another curve ball into the mix she told me that i was to get a human home on my six month birthday. i spent my days regressing into a baby, and my nights training hard, giving speeches, and studying.

as for my physical development.  by six months i was standing, flying, and almost walking. people loved me. (a great reward for hard work.) there were just two of us left in the election. the other girl was more than 600 years old. she had been battle for years. we went to get our minds tested to see if we were secretly for the devil. now she had always seemed full of herself and  over confident. but at that moment she was shaking and sweating. i remember being sympathetic. i told her i believed in her. an act i will always regret. i having less votes went first. in front of cameras and news crews i took my seat. lights flashed green as the printer printed out a full clean record.

then she got onto the chair. red lights flashed. sirens blew. the printer printed out lots of paper sheets with all of her plans to destroy the earth and supergirl. guards quickly came and locked her up. later that day me and aseka (the current queen) decided that she needed to never be in  power. we ordered a species change to human. because of her age she became a 85 year old human. she died shortly after. shes the gods problem now. my guess is her forever is way shortened. if not gone. siding with the boys to a point of purposely doing their dirty work and treason is not a simple crime.  

after that votes for me rocketed. i became SGQ. the youngest in billions of years.

chapter 2.

in my new human life i was told to be a troublesome baby. this was not hard after being so tired after a hard night of training. i quickly learned that if i refused to sleep i wouldn't have to leave to train. but my mom pushed me to keep going. i went to classes with my human parents, spent time at my grandparents. i loved to watch sesame street. i think it was a distraction. i wanted to be moving constantly. in order to try and keep myself from going crazy with pains from fast training. on my second birthday  aseka had a party for me. nothing big just her, her bff, mom, and me. we had cake and watched movies.  the next day i was to be crowned queen.

aseka dressed me in a traditional royal ball gown. i stepped out in front of the crowd and cameras. aseka stepped down by taking the oath of existing office.  for the brief moment between her stepping down and me stepping up the crowd was dead silent. after i had taken the oath and i was finally queen mom gave me a big hug. i could feel the pride in her.

i asked aseka about the silence at the ceremony. she explained that about 1,000 years ago after a queen took the oath to step down the new queen would not accept the queenship. what happened i asked. she was young. aseka responded. not as young as you but less than 100.

i was followed by news crews and cameras for the entire night. as the sun was rising i sat with my mom. alone. the party was over. aseka had gone to put something up. my mom told me that she had gone to a future teller. she had predicted that i wouldn’t want to go into medicine and i would probably end up as a made in someone's house. she told me she was sorry for putting me through such hard training and lack of baby sleep. i laughed and said this beets cleaning. the smile on her face i will never forget. full of love and hope. we hugged and i left for my human home.

a few days latter i had my first set of kids. the first few i put into human homes. the rest i let stay in the royal daycare. but my first born became my sister. known in human circles as  Mackenzie Lee Reber.

i spent many hours with my human family and first daughter. when i wasn't with them but still on earth i was at my preschool-  raintree montessori in lawrence kansas USA. i loved it there. we learned to count, sort, and write in cursive. they taught us to write this way because young kids learn to draw in loops first, before blocks and lines. we did lessons such as displacement of water, shell sorting, and counting. we sing songs about skip counting, science, geography, and patriotic songs, as well as little kid songs. by age four i counted to 1,000 for the first time. i stopped because i got board. as a group we counted to 100 many times.  

on my last day of preschool i can remember riding to school. i was so upset. i can remember my mom saying that my teacher may let me stay for a week until kindergarten starts.  my response came quick and through tears. "no i want nana to take me to the pool" lets just say that didn't happen. i had never had a real vacation except for holidays. my human parents always had me i summer school. at that point i didn't know that other kids my age  had school off. so i said my goodbyes.

through this all - sense mackie became part of our life- nana had been taking care of her and picking me up after school.  this  continued for most of my school life.

chapter 3

on my third birthday... lots of life changing stuff happens.  the first one was we moved into a new home. i can remember sleeping on the floor in what would become mackie's room. that night - the night of my third birthday- i had a party. invited any super girl who wanted to come.  i stood on a balcony and watched the crowd. aseka had told me to be proper. then i saw her. i flew in a rush off the balcony. i knew i had to meet her. it was love at first sight. cletzo was a dream come true.

she came over with her daughter - harper. the next year would be the best and most stressful of my life.  by day  i had regress to a preschool age. by night there were parties, speeches, family time, battle training,  olympic swinging, and of course love. when i wasn't in the royal yards cameras followed me everywhere. i made new friends. victoria, diamond, crystal, morel, were my night club buddies. jessica, and windy were originally my assistants but soon were extremely close bff's. aseka was my mentor she taught me all there was to know. she took over leading the battle until i felt ready to take over. her best friend jenna became like an older sister to me, as well as a close friend. both aseka and jenna taught me to dance.

after six months of dating me and clezto were married. only close friends and family were allowed into the ceremony. but the public was welcome at the reception.

chapter 4
i was pleased when i learned that jessica was moving in next door to nana. we staged a set up meet. it was october. nana and  i were on her back porch carving pumpkins. jessica came along the back fence. i had to work hard not to show that we knew each other. after that we became friends as humans. she came over to nanas a lot.    
chapter 5
the next few months i spent madly in love with cletzo. we performed many shows. our shows consisted of cletzo singing while me and harper danced. we also gave speeches. my speeches were mostly about how apologetic the royal party and i were for my competitors hopes. the rest of my time was spent with family and friends.  victoria, diamond, crystal, jessica and windy became like my family. during the day i continued to go to school at raintree until i turned five and was old enough for kindergarten. because of my birth day the school district required me to spend a third year in preschool. this meant i turned six in my first year in elementary. my class was morning kindergarten with mr. Laminska.
 but before i even finished preschool  my romance was torn apart when cletzo got invited to assist with some things on another planet. this planet was more than 100 light years away. our communication was limited. as you could guess our relationship was stressed. however our love stade strong.  

chapter 6
i enjoyed my school  at hillcrest. in kindergarten we sang songs and did letter pages. once in first grade i did activities like rainbow spelling and more letters. i got excited when i found out that harper was in my class.  we became friends as humans like me and jessica. however me and harper became best friends. to get over my love being gone i became obsessed with harper. she came over every wednesday after school.

by second grade harper had found a new friend. somehow this new girl chloe took all of her time. i began to feel as if she didn’t want to be human friends. at night we still spent almost all our time together.

at the end of the school year harper apologized and told me how much cloe was obsessed with her and would cry if harper said no to anything. i told her it was ok and