november, 5, 2013
its there; I haunts
it haunts
I try to fight it
try and hide it
eco’s in my brain
screams in my mind
pain, fear, tears
from so long ago
hate, but love
desperate despair
tied to the ground
magneted in place
an overloaded brage
near the breaking point
stalked
by looming darkness
shadows creep
trying to swallow me
whole
hidden from others
the way i like
for i need
strength
still
the torture
day by day
slowly
wearing me down
hold it back
keep it small
it smells it
fear, sadness, anger
feeding on weakness
it grows
soon
your over the edge
the horizon
with no return
how to explain
and get back
once past edge of a
black hole
doomed to lose it
to scare the crowd
hide, cry, scream
it will get board
eventually
freed from its hold
but the rebound
so slow
sleep speeds recovery
crave the night
sleep tight
goodnight
be ready for tomorrow
when
its there
it haunts
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